college lyfe;

If I could morally discourage you away from college I would. It's so overwhelming 99% of the time.... and I'm a junior. If they tell you that you'll figure it out... you won't. It's an impossible system of bust your ass or fail.

I'm an A student. I've always been an A student. I personally don't accept anything less from myself. I want to succeed. I have this great picture driven by ambition that if I study harder, or plan better I'll get it all done. FALSE. 

Sometimes stress takes the wheel and you cartwheel out of control.
Today was a stress day.
Thankfully I got to hack Dodger for a whopping 20 minutes + a 10 minute lunge. It was a second to relax... but even then I was more focused on school work.

Tomorrow will be better. I'm giving my first "constructive criticism" type thing. It's not a lesson. I'm just helping a local girl with some of my knowledge on green horses. It'll be something new, and something else to add to my agenda; but new is good. And "I'll make time."

But I'm excited about it.

I also have to bake three dozen cookies and a horse-safe birthday cake for Dodger's birthday party on Friday/Saturday, and I promised my roommate I'd make my famous Eggplant Parmesan tomorrow night. And I have to pre-make my breakfast casserole so it'll be ready Friday morning. Can you tell I like to cook?

And I have to finish packing and loading for the show so I can leave at 11:05 on Friday for the show!!

See.... this is what college does to you, instead of blogging I gave y'all an itinerary for tomorrow. Oh Lord, please help me... Spring Break is only two days away!
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